whatever.loser

2009-04-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

Shadows and regrets - Yellowcard..

I'm back, back in town, and everything has changed.
I feel, feel let down, the faces stay the same.
I see, see shadows, of who we used to be.
When I drive, drive so slow, through this memory.
When we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.
I heard, heard myself say things I take back.
If I could, could re-tell and make these stories last.
I see, see shadows of who we'll always be.
When I drive, drive these roads that made our memories.
When we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets, let go of the rest.
Everything has changed,
(everything has changed)
the faces stay the same
(faces stay the same)
Everything has changed,
(everything has changed)
the faces stay the same
When we were only kids, and our time couldn't end,
and how tall did we stand, with the world in our hands.
And we were only kids, and we were best of friends,
and we hoped for the best, and let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets, let go of the rest.
The shadows and regrets, let go of the rest.

haiss this song.. really touched me emotionally after what happened..
Kinda reminds me of those good times spent last time..
haiss..
this song brings back the memories of those days, which is close enough ..
Those times were too happy that you will remember it forever..
Ive learned that life is very sad but there is always a way out of the sad and get into the happy times..
I've changed for the better..
This actually taught me that.. I shouldn't be giving up life to easily.
I still have friends out there that do care for me..

I'll be gone...
dun miss me kay (:

2009-04-13T06:33:00.000-07:00

IT"S NOT ME!

IT'S YOU! >:

And I'M SORRY.

2009-04-12T02:43:00.001-07:00

No one seems to care. You don't care..
It's my fault.. What kind of friend was I..
I suck T.T
I wish we were still good friends.
I miss those times..

I'm sorry.. can It be like last time please?

2009-04-11T18:55:00.000-07:00

haiss.. There goes my dreams of performing in school one day.. BYEBYE OFFBEATZ! Sadly our keyboardist.. has to withdraw.. I don't know why. Yea But i do understand life's kinda busy.. If we lose one band mate. It's the end of the band. It's like for example you want to make maggi.. then you don't have the seasoning. It isn't the same right! same thing la. No keyboardist.. No band.. I wonder where else we can find keyboardist.. hais whatever la.. See la another problem.. waa my life ah. T.T .. haiss. Offbeatz is a really nice name..

BYEBYE OFFBEATZ )':
>:[

2009-04-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

BACKSTABBER!
LIAR!
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

2009-04-11T04:23:00.001-07:00

2009, has really not been a good year for me so far.. Full of pain and sorrows D:
Of course.. I emo-ed. From the start of the year till now, things hadnt been going as how I wanted it to be. There's been countless of problems. For those who knew them.. Good for you.. haiss.. I really hate my life sometimes.. But of course..there are some people who cheer me up.. tell me not to emo.. thank you (: You guys must be wandering why i emo so muchh. But its true! YES I do have many problems. IT's truee ): I cant be happy that much anymore.. haiss. So many problems.. relationship, friends family..
But the one that hurts me the most.. is of course relationship problem. I'm letting you go. You should be happy (: I hope you are.. I will never forget you.. AND im sorry.. sorry to her because.. of alot of things I have done.. Hope you forgive me. AND most importantly, I am also very sorry to those that I have been disturbing so manytimes ( you know who you are, and i hope you are reading this) because of me having relationship conflicts..I tend to let out my feelings on you guys.. and worst tend to talk to you guys alot (irritate..) IM SORRY if you guys are angry at me. Some people just do not know what the hell I am going through now.. and If not for you guys.. I dunno who else to talk to. IM really SORRY for being such an idiot,irritating you guys.. hope you are reading this. I wont be talking/disturbing you anymore. I will get over what has happened in the relationship. and thank you in anyway. Sometimes I just believe that letting go is best. And letting go is not forgetting.. but remembering..
Sorry guys. I really am.

2009-04-04T03:55:00.000-07:00

I hvae been negleting my blog alot siaa.. From now on maybe I'll make sure a post everyday :D. If i have something to talk about la. Not many happenings lately. Alot birthdayss.. alot of money wasted on some people. They should know who.. I hope you like the presents :D someone still owes me icecream D: hmms.. im really sick right now. 4 days mc yo. So I wont be seeing you guys on monday unless i get well by then of course..

well, life sucks. I think being emo has taken over my life.. why am I so sensitive T.T
and why must you do this to me ..
leave me alone ):

when I'm not with you,
nothing feels right..
Sometimes, you just make me feel like giving up..
You mean alot to me..
I really want you to knoww..
Maybe it's best just letting this feeling go..

2009-03-19T18:54:00.000-07:00

haiss, Yesterday was the 16th most tiring day of my life. I was sick too that's why i couldnt go My cpourse..Around 10 oclock in the morning, i received a call from my dad that my brother was in the hospital. Then i straight away sms Jay what happened in the ncc camp then I got news that he slipped and fell from two storey high bench. haiss Rush to hospital and he was sleeping. According to doctor, he broke his collar bone ... aiyo. Then Since i was the only one day, i had to meet my bro needs, run here run there. Then sooner later ashiq smsed me adam smsed and asked for the ward number . They were very nice guys and visited my bro at 7 (: 6 of them if i was not wrong. Ashiq, Adam , Jay, Zhukang, Daren and chen yue. They brought a bag of fruits ( apples and grapes i think ) .. haha (: nice people.. LOL still can come even though tired after camp. After that we went to eat dinner at East point mall. So i left my brother in the hospital and went to eat with them. Walked from changi general hospital to there and ate at banquet:) eateateat talktalktalk then 9.30 wetook Mrt back home. my brother will be discharged not suer when. Shouldnt be that long la. Maybe tmr. Then reach home on computer. Collect my pictures from someone (: THANKYOU. very nice pictures :D haha

2009-03-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight
I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin' Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars areHolding you, holding you, holding you Tonight
I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too lateI remember the time you sat and told me About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars areHolding you, holding you, holding youTonight
I sing, Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars areHolding you, holding you, holding you Tonight ...

I MISS YOU (: take care of yourself in camp kay :D

2009-03-06T16:40:00.000-08:00

KOTA TINGGI SEC 3 COHORT CAMP :D

Finally, I am back from camp (: But i missed it alot la. I swear It was damn fun :D
First day, let's start from home. I woke up at like 4.30.. no idea why.. maybe because i was too excited. Then i watched Tv for 45 mins and bathed. After I was ready, I ran out of house and chansed the bus. Luckily I managed to get the earliest 10 bus. Phew.. :D then it was that normal 45 mins bus trip to TK. Luckily, before I froze in the bus or something, Gavin was on the same bus too :D YAY! So we talked.. kept each other warm with each others bag. Sadly we both only had two bags only.Then we reached and walked all the way to school. Then we saw two instructors! They followed us to school D; Then On the way to reaching the gate we saw wenhui who was carrying two bags too D: Then we waited for everyone bLAHBLAHblah...
camp began! :D

Our instructors are Herman (: and Shannon :D they rock la! \m/
As soon as we reached kota tinggi it was raining D: Then we ran all the way to the reception there put our bags and then checkin into our nic3 room (: My room was the quiet room :D while the other noisy boys were other group.. Then after that we had breakfast then the team building games then some game and then he navigation challenge which was reallyboring -.- First day reallly boring la. At night we had jungle night rescue :D IT was damn fun.. Our casuaty was alvin:D He asked for alot of stuff la. And we gave him :D snickers water.. then after that we had mass debrief then class debrief then to sleep :D first night on the bed :D

Second day we went KAYAKING :D
Haiss I thought i was gonna paddle with Mr seeto and Ms nani.
BUT SUDDENLY!
Two girls and One guy had no partner too.
So, the one guy.. which was govin, partnered the ms nani
Then i paddled with the two other 3A girls. haiss
But after all, It was DAMN FUN THOUGH I PADDLED ALONE ! thanks ah girls. And I am very sorry I whacked your head real hard. Sorry ah.. I hit them like over 20 times.. and some other people.. aiyaa... feel so bad sia. And of course... I got sunburned.. lesson learnt, always use sunblock. At night we had camp fire prep :D then my class plan so long and got a good cheer :D
Second night,,I am on the bed again :D

Third DAY! :D:D:D:D:D:D
WATERFALL!
but wait, it was so small -.-
nvm la we still had fun though :D play with water( COLD )
aiyaa not much to talk about here..
Then at night CAMPFIRE!
IT WAS THE BEST CAMPFIRE EVER LA
SO COOL :D
SINGSING to cheers :D
Luckily my class never srew up
then watch video.. SO touching somemore :D
OVERall it was great la :D
Then at night our instructors gave us the most saddest debrief we ever had.. it was really touching.. They revealed their ages.. And they are like so young.. 19 only ! then the next day he taking collecting A level results but he said he had no regrets comign to KOTA to take us as He got to know all of us.. that made us really touched la.. Third day, hakim got to sleep on the bed again :D

Then last day went home :D happy la then after that went to eat with wenhui huixun and yanqi and then went home with my gay mate bahiran :D The pictures will come soon.. :D

2009-02-27T18:52:00.001-08:00

waaa, Yesterday was the 11th most tiring day of my life.

Well, It all started after school, after my Friday prayers. BUT BEFORE MY FRIDAY PRAYERS, while walking to the mosque, I stupidly, walk on a plank, not noticing there was a rusty nail, And stepped on it. Well, it got through my shoe, my socks then into my foot ): It was painful.. really, now I can't walk properly, now swollen(purpleD:) maybekena infection.. I did clean it. Ya like someone advised me (: i better go visit the doctor. well my mother asked me to go too... back to where i was..
Ashiq said that they were going to walk around and know the route for their camp thing. So i decided to go. Well for me, it was some expedition around Singapore. At 2.30 pm I and ashiq waited at Geylang CC not for any other apparent reason but to wait for the rest of people who were following us. Yea i managed to sleep for like 30 mins before they came. We thought that more than 15 would come. But there was only 8..if Im not wrong. So we started our expedition from Geylanng CC, where we made our journey to east shore hospital by foot. We walked down haig road and walk down the I dunno what road all the way to that hospital. IT WAS DAMN FAR I TELL YOU. On the way there we chatted la.. So i then got to know the rest of the guys who were following better. All the NCC sea guys. Then after that, we made our way to kembangan MRT which was not that far so we rested at kembangan to buy some stuff. Then next stop was BEDOK! As soon as we reached there, we went to the hawker to buy lunch and then, we walked ALL THE WAY TO FENGSHAN CC. Passed by zamri house and a couple of others.. I make it sound so short but it's really far. Then we rested at Fengshan cc where we ate for awhile. And then, we played basketball there for awhile with the basketball we found at the satrting of our journey. Then JOWIE suddenly accepted a match with some strangers. ( THANKS AH JOWIE) and obviously we lost. not bad la 21-10 .. at least we had fun and also became more tiredd. After everyone rested enough ,, We headed to our last destination without rest. EAST POINT MALL (SIMEI) waa seriously the highlight of the whole thing. My leg was dead, But of course I didn't want to give up.. that spurred me on to at least complete this damn expedition. 2 hrs later, We reached simei.. Where i and ashiq then prayed at the staircase at esatpoint. (: after that. I went home. But ashiq and his ncc mates I think went to eat.. well the journey started at 2.30 and ended at 8. almost a whole 6 hrs of walking!!! I am proud of myself. I beleive we walked over 30km in distance. saw many beautiful things on the way, walk pass unfamiliar schools, get owned by some basketball people and lastly, being able to walk around 1 quarter of singapore which not what we can do everyday (:

It was a tiring day. MAYBE SOMEDAY WE CAN DO THIS AGAIN YA :D on the way took some pictures. shall upload them as soon as ashiq send them to me >:]
thats all for now (: and btw, I GOT HMT BACK T.T 35/50
NEXT WEEK COHORT CAMP :D:D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D RESORT !

2009-02-25T00:50:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of common test :D:D:D:D finally!
TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO! AS FOR 3E and 3F ! 1 MORE PAPER FOR YOU GUYS (:
DnT PAPER T.T .. I really hope i can do well :/ and so far.. I don't think i screwed for any papers yet>:] Tmr maybe i check out the studio \m/ Need to get the pricing and er most improtantly find a date! hopefully all band practices will be fine:D
FIRST PRACTICE - TRY ALL INSTRUMENTS! >:]

2009-02-24T02:28:00.000-08:00

It's been so long since I post..

Well actually i had alot to say but i totally forgot 5 secs after I typed "It's been so long since I post.." All I can remember is

COMMOM TESTS!
So stress..
So stress that I can't spell Common correctly earlier in the post.
I studied so hard for all the papers so far la >:]
I am so proud of myself. I hope I do well too.
Then after common test. WE CAN GO JAMMING (: \m/
OFFBEATZ :D
Shall find a bright fine day where everyone band member can come (:
Hopefully there will be a day ya :D
Practice hard and someday maybe perform (:
watch out for us! >:]
As for now, I shall concentrate on Cts first.

2009-02-19T06:20:00.000-08:00

Life.. is really really sad.
Things just does not seem to go my way.
haiss, I wish that I could tell you though,
But it's over :D and I just wanna hear you say you're okay.
I shall not emo (: Ill try.

2009-02-14T18:50:00.000-08:00

Haiss, Ive been really bored and sad lately. Nothing to do. Just sitting on my comp and staring at pictures :O or just practicing guitar at home \m/ since I am so bored now.. Maybe I should just make up a love poem on the spot :D Somehow, I really want to be a teacher in future :)Mr. Nor is what i wish to be called. Or maybe Mr. Hakim, Mr. Kim, Mr. Norhakim.. aiyaa nvm. Maybe I can be a Literature teacher :D Though i fail literature.

I love you more every day,
My name I long for you to say.
Do you know just how I feel?
Do you know this love is real?
Do you think we're meant to be?
Together forever, you and me?
These are the questions that run through my mind,
Your way into my heart, you did find.
It drives me crazy as to what I should do,
Should I risk a friendship and confess to you?
Or should I keep my feelings inside,
Keep them locked up, let them hide?
I just don't know what to do anymore,
My heart it aches, my heart it's sore.
I love you more than you could know,
And I don't want to ever let you go.
So even if I'm just a friend,
I'll always love you until the end.

waaa, Maybe tmr or later I write another one la :D
BTW WTMFNCB SIA

2009-02-13T21:04:00.000-08:00

WTMFNCB LA!

Happy Valentines Day to all happy people out there having a good time (: and Happy Friendship day to all happy people out there having a good time (; And LASTLY, HAPPY SAD DAY to all sad people out there not having a good time :(

2009-02-06T17:29:00.001-08:00

Hello people (: It's been like 2 weeks since I last posted D: So i think now I should update it la..

Yesterday (: , was Road run.. Also known as 2F reunion day! We all wore our class tee! As soon as we released at 12.00( delayed by 20 mins ) We straight away changed into our classtee :D BLACK >:] Shockingly, alot poeple wore their class tee la. Unexpected people wore them too. ANDREW :D AND BAHIRAN :D I am so proud of you for wearing the class tee (: Then Everyone met up at the E - J block ( not my block ) ): and we all gathered there like some bunch of gangsters. Then we made our way to the rotunda to meet up with the rest (: Then we took our first 2F class tee version of pictures (: I LOVE THE PICTURES LA. Talktalk, delaydelay.. then i realised muslim boys have no time to lunch with 2F la ): sobsob. Then we walked together as a class >:] to the TkGS bustop. Everyone was like loooking at us la. WE ARE SO POPULAR NOW. Then we took 135 to Victoria school where we had our prayers while the non-mulims went to parkway for their lunhc (: After everything, Muslim boys made their way to the area while the rest were lost and reached there late D: THEN WE MET UP ABGAIN :D 2F was reunited and we took more pictures (:Then we supported the competitive runners and then Mr tng called up to us and we had to run D: We ran as a class again (: talktak slackslak.. as we were walking/running wesaw MISS TAY! THANK FOR WEARIG CLASS TEE!..Then after around 1hr we completed 3.5 km .. mind you thats fast ok at walking speed. Then we received bottles at the end. The bottles contained water so we drank it. Then we said as a class again for the prize presentaion. Except me and andrew who was separated .. sadsad. Then we decided to go home.. Then something happened to me. Should elaborate why. haiss.. Then i got a free ride to bedok mrt. THANKS ALOT WENHUI (: then humaira and elise left while i khaiqi and aaron took 60. AND WE TALKED ALOT! ALOT LA. AND KHAIQI ASKED ALOT -.- Then we went dow thebus tgt. AND THANKS AH GUYS, NVR TELL ME WHICH WAY BUS TO TAKE AND I WENT THE WRONG WAY!... Then i had to go down climb the overheadbridge and wait for another 22. haiss tiring day la... BUT IT WAS A GOOD DAY (: 2F FTW WE ROCK YEA \m/ I LOVE 2F 08 (:

2009-01-31T04:05:00.000-08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
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waaaa, could this thign really be true?
AM I REALLY AFRAID OF BEING ALONE WIT NO FRIEND?
I REALLY DO LOVE MY FRIENDS ANYWAY (:

and er, I'm VERY SORRY ):

2009-01-25T23:28:00.000-08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....... I believe it has been 1 week since i posted. Well lately, I have been trying to get moveon with this new life.. Yea, for those who know actually knows what actually happened to me.. Good for you (: AND THANKS FOR HELPING YEA. What could I do without you all. Probably kill myself or something.

Well this week, oh wait, last week, was nothing special. The only highlights was Friday. Which has the supposed half day which was given on a 3 quarter day which makes it not actually a half day. Yea so whatever. Well no studies (: thats great. Yea i had to do my heart folding demonstration with Andrew and Bahiran cause they asked me to but I didnt. LOL D: I really wanted to la.

Yea i sat in class playing my beloved pokemon game in my phone ( I also play it at home on my gameboy ) at the same time folding a few hearts. If I am not wrong, Jowie and Sheng Chie entered my class :D they teach so well that my class completed so many hearts so fast >:] Well then after that was the concert. The concert, was badd. MAIN HIGHLIGHT was the Lion dance. waaa the best one I've seen yet la. So entertaining that i didn't know what they were doing except for the throwing the oranges around. Yea, luckily it was short. Then we left school (: I mean school ended :D

Then, I was dragged by a couple of people to lan. Shouldnt mention who. I wanted to la. Sorry guys. I had a prob :/ Then while i was walking away from the lan shop. I saw wenhui, huixun, yanqi, khaiqi, xavier, novia xiaofeng and alston. Then i approached luh >:] all 2F mah. Then I realised they wanted to go out la. Since i had nothing to do (: I waited if there was any plans. I waited and waited.
Well around 23 mins 6 secs later , I xiaofeng and alston decided to go to lan. Then we walked off la.

Then wenhui,huixun and yanqi followed us. We had no idea why la. Probably wabnted to play pool or Dota maybe. After we reached there . We met more TK people. Zamri and Zharif was playing Pool. I went inside and saw some familiar faces like Wingleng and his mates playing L4D >:] Then I wanted to play la, yet again i forgot I had no .. Nvm. Then we decided to go for lunch at parkway. There is where vivek left. Sorry I forgot to include vivek in earlier. Totally forgot about him. We walked and talked. waa rhymes LOL. Talked and walked till we reach Parkway Macs :D. Inside I met Azk ! Humaira! I believe they were having er section outing or something. Yea, So at macs. We were suppose to eat. I wanted to fast as usual :/ Then, aiyaa. I shall not talk bout this part. haiss. For those who knew what happened. THANKS ALOT LA GUYS :') I was really shocked and touched at the same time >:]

Then after that, I realise I had er, Prayers! Then i went to the mosque la . The rest waited somewhere to play :D After that, I remeet them and then made our way to Paya Lebar MRT by foot :D it was great exercise. And we did not demonstrate good crossing road practice. Lesson learnt. NEVER DASH ACROSS THE ROAD! well I almost got knocked down my Motorcycle. Or should I say the motorcylce almost got knocked down by me >:] Er nvm , Main thing I am still alive yea :D Then wenhui had to go D: Then the rest, If you can recall who is left good for you, cos i don't :D . We made our way to Kallang. Actaully I wanted go home la but nvm :D

Then Alston left. Then I , xf , huixun and yanqi ( eh I recalled >:]) went to yanqi house to play. Well I like playing. We played a couple of games there. MONOPOLY! My favourite LOL. Well Xf dominated the game since POOR people ( in the game) like huixun and yanqi owe so much money after they landed on his property. Sadsad. I was quite rich la i must say. (in the game) But xf richer :D Then played card games. Which was Old maid and Happy Family. Happy family is nonsense la. LOL. Old maid is fun >:] Then lastly played taiti. Well I won three times okay. Sf won most i think. Sadly huixun nvr get to win even once. We tried to let her win once. BUT WE COUDLNT T.T . Then I realise the time was 6.30 which also means I am LATE. Well not late to go anywhere but late from reaching home. Aiya, Then I xf and huixun walked home. I mean. Walked to where we must go before taking bus. Huixun walked home i think. I took 21 home and it took one hour. I reached home at 8. Then reach home standard la. Scolded reach home late.

Aiyaaa, It was fun la :D

And btw,
To those who celebrate chinese new year.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D
MAY THIS NEW YEAR BE A PROSPEROUS ONE
GONG XI FA CAI >:]

2009-01-16T18:33:00.000-08:00

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2009-01-10T05:00:00.001-08:00

By popular demand, I shall update la..It's been one week since i updated this blog. Very busy la this week. I survived one week of school :D I must say , I am starting to enjoy 3C la :D But the lessons quite boring la. One of them is chemistry.. Basically my teachers are

English- Mrs Koh :D shes a very nice teacher
Maths- Mdm Jasma/ Mrs Khairul :D She rocks :D
A maths- Ms irene Chen :D waaa shiok ah
Higher Malay- Mr azmann :D again.
Geog Elec- Mdm Rozy :D I am geog rep >:]
DnT- Mr Kang/Ms seah :D FTW:D
Physics- Mrs Neo :D okayokay la
Chemistry- Mr Amy lui :D My form teacher. She can be fun sometimes
Social Studies- Mdm Mariam! AGAIN!!! but the previous lesson was quite fun >:]

Waaaa, seriously, first week only i kena so many homeworks. Thanks to Mdm Jasma , Mr kang, Ms Irene chen, Mdm Mariam. I really don't appreciate the homeworks. I also have to get use to the daily supplementry classes .. Not to forget. We even had a test on the frst week of school -.- thanks ah. Hmm, other than that. Today was CCA recruitment drive. SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED D: I lost half of my uniform in the bus. I lfet my shoe bag.. Then i spy in TK. No one seem to notice me. HEHE. HAHA. HOHO

SCHOOL IS BEGINNING TO ROCK AGAIN :D >:]

2009-01-03T01:40:00.000-08:00

Hello 2009 :D

Well, to all the people who were expecting the 3rd essay from me. I think Ill replace that one with this. Since that one is kinda boring to read D: I will now write an essay on FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL :D

The day before the day which the school reopen which was the new year day on Thursday, I was too excited about going to school. Super excited la. Keep talking and smsing people about the next day about some plans after and before school all those.. I really wanted to sleep early for the next day. But i couldnt D: I tried to sleep at 9 pm. Tried my best to close my eyes but my idiot brother was watching some noisy show outside D: Then after 2 hrs of rolling on the bed alone, and listenign to the song Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold >:] I managed to sleep. But after what seem to be a very short time around 5hrs . I woke up at 4.50 :D waaa the i kicked my brother ( who was quite excited about school ) awake. He woke up after several kicks! Then I rush la. In the end, I was preapred at 5.30 :D 20 mins too early :D Wearing the long pants was such an honour. I looked a my bro in the shorts and it remind me of those old good 2 years i had D: T.T OKAY PMA for now :D Then I my bro and my sister left the house at 6.00. and waited for bus..

We managed to get on the first 10 bus :D My sis decided to take 31 .. so she left us. Then after 5 stops, I saw vinnie and her sis entering the bus :D The first Tk students I saw otehr than my bro :D Soon, after listening to my mp3 for like 30 mins , we reached the bus stop where we start to make our way to TK! waaa, the feeling at that period really cannot wait la. I really wanted to see my friends again :D Then after 5 mins walk , i reach canteen and threw my brother somewhere :D Then I saw 2F o8 :D waaa all the boys look like mans now. While the girls still look the same :D except some who grew taller maybe. Then I and khaiqi decided to put our bags at 3C D: In the class we met anlin and xavier who we then brought down with us to meet the others . Then those pupils from block E-J put their bags. I damn jealous la. So many 2F ppl at that block but i can visit :D every morning or so. Soon, it was mornign assembly.. everything was still going fine.

After that, we met our form teacher la. Miss Amy lui :D She looks nice in both ways. But from some feedback i heard from my 1A juniors they said that Ms lui not that fun but she is very patient :D thats nice to hear la. It was so true. We entered the class and we were the quietest class in TK. I really feel like shouting in the class suddenly. Then she passed out timetable la. And we got to see our teachers :D and btw, I really envy 3F and 3B la. 3F got Ms irene Chen! WALAO I WANT SIA. 3B got Ms Razie! WALAO I WANT SIA! .... My class is also the biggest class. It consists of 42 students D:

Then the day started to suck. other than me making friends with other people :D 1st of all Wenshan :D Then Ritesh :D then Joshua :D Joshua got regsister 31D: then i got 32 D: So he sits beside me in audi and stands in front of in the assembly plaza :D ... The whole day was almost. listening to teachers talk only. D:D:D:D:D: Then after school.. more fun than school la. Bluck lunch was not succesfull D: Lan outing was not successful D:.So after prayers, I, andrew, xf and tinghao :D when to parkway macs to eat :D we look gay tgt. It was damn fun la. On the way talk about DOTA, on the way back talk about DOTA again :D Then, I had to fetch my bro and xf was waiting for ridhwan. So we made our way back to TK :D

Then, I waited with xf for quite long i must say, 15 mins around there. Then my bro came down la. Then he say he want go home with friend, So i let him la.. I walk infront.. Then suddenly, while walking to bus stop :O i saw wenhui and vinnie from 50 metres and 31 cm 9 mm away. I measured. Damn shy la LOL. Then they passed me my Chirstmas present. WHICH I FORGOT TO BRING ON THAT DAY. walao. Sorry la. I ruhsing out forgot bring D: THANKS ALOT FOR THE PRESENT :D I LOVE IT ALOT AND I WILL USE IT EVERYDAY :D

I opened it on the bus :D.. Then i made my way home with full regrets.. I looked forward to this dya like crazy then it was not to my expectation D: . Then at home, I ask people their teachers and how was school la D: But then soon, no point regretting yet :D PMA OKAY :D ITS ONLY THE BEGINNING GUYS :D THERE ARE MORE TO LOOK FORWARD TO IN THE MONTHS TO COME ;D FOR THOSE WHO ARE HAPPY YESTERDAY, THE YEAR WILL ROCK FOR YOU :D well that's all happened yesterday :D

HAVE A GOOD LIFEE GUYS >:]

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2008-12-30T20:54:00.000-08:00

Haiss, now is like only 12 hrs away from new year =/ damn, 2008 has been a great year with everyone (: I must say that this year has been one the best years in my life >:] thanks to everyone who made this year a memorable one for me (: This year certainly has been really happy and sad for me as many things happen yea =/ good things, bad things.. this things are part of life :D This year. 2008, made me a better person. Thanks to certain people, who taught me to be happy always, help me with certain stuff not everyone could , cheered me up when i am down, for the best funn i ever had in my life thorugout 2008. It's a really priceless memory that wouldn't have happenedd without everyone in my life. I sure will miss the good friendsi have made :'( Without them, my life would not be the same. I hope I have been a good friend to everyone. 2009 will be a new year (: time to change :D Today will soon be a memory, Tomorrow will be a mystery (:

\m/ rockk on people >:]

2008-12-28T18:56:00.000-08:00

4 more days to school >:]! I really cannot wait. Why are the holidays so long D: But actually, this holidays wasnt so bad after all.

As soon as the school came to an end, I knew my life was going to change again. I was going to be the most freeiest boy in Singapore. Unlike TK Band Members, they have their CCA almost everday for their upcoming concert :D . As for me, I only had an upcoming Camp which was on 21 Nov to 22 Nov if I am not wrong. So the school closed somewhere around October. Well at that period, we were still busy with our class tee D: people do not want to pay for the B E A U tiful class tee. SO our responsible classmate azk, actually made a day where everyone had to go to school to pay for the shirts :D We had to get our shirts in time before the chalet which was 9 November :D . Then shockingly, the turn-up for paying was quite good. Even Bahiran came to pay for his shirt :O and more other unexpected people.

Well in the end, we did manage to collect the money. We just had to wait for the chalet before we actually receive them :D Then sooner later, the best part of the WHOLE HOLIDAY CAME! CLASS CHALET! It was damn shiok arh. I packed up my bag for the chalet 5 days before the day. Toothbrush, shampoo, soap, slippers, shirt, shirt, shirt , shorts ,shorts ,shorts, underwear,underwear,underwear,towel. Thats probably about all :D Then i elft home at 7 :O we were actually suppose to meet at pasir-ris MRT station at 2. But I couldnt wait to leave my house! I wanted to help with the food for bbq and chalet which ihad to meet Jason, Wenhui, Huixun, Yanqi and Vivian at 12 at Bedok Mrt. Upon realising i was 5 hrs early. I decided to eat Mcdonalds until 10 where i then started my MRT tours from TAMPINES---------> BOONLAY and then back again :D It was fun okay. Then i made it ON TIME AT 12 at Bedok MRT! But, as i expected again. Some people were not there yet. I mean everyone. Wenhui can still be packing her bag at home.. Then the rest were still not there yet. After playing my handphone game for around 7mins 13 secs, everyone except wenhui found me :D then around 59 secs later wenhui came .. Then we started shoppinng ... while Jason went to get the BBQ food. Bought alot drinks :D COFFEE and more. Then we made our way to the chalet :D ON A PICKUP TRUCK! FUN SIA! We reached quite early and were the first few people to enter chalet room :D Sooner or later in around 36 mins 41 secs, many more people came :D Then the chalet started!! Alot to talk about here.

First night MDM GOO CAME!:DDDD But Ms tay did not D: Well we bbq at night, i helped to cook while some people just come and took away the food and those who helped out were left with so little foodD: . Then, Ashiq came out with a brilliant idea for the next day. Which was watching the coffin at 00:00 :D Sadly many people did not want to watch. Maybe the were just tired, scared or whatever. Then, only 7 brave hearted people went. One of then was me.Soon 2nd day began at around 12 midnight :D I currently don't have the picture showing who went for the movie which he dustbin took for us. :D then after that. Of course we did not want to sleep. So we nightwalked until 5 am. Slacked a lot. Walked to white sands.. sat at macs. Talktalktalk. The place was so empty. We walked to White snads :D and bought soem stuffa t 7 eleven D: Luckily we did not get caught by any police because of wandering at night. Then at 5 am we played CHEAT and other games until 7. Which we then slept :D until 11. Then, after we woke up, we went to E!hub to play bowling. Some people who did not find joy in bowling sat at the chalet. I played a fast 2 games and ran off. I went back to the chalet and then we decided to go pasir ris park :D Many did not want go cause it was raining or they were tired..blablah It was really fun! Took a couple of pictures and more. On the way back played blind mice, and then we exercised our way back to the chalet. On the way back saw Wingleng, some 2D guy. He reminds me of the day we lost to 2D in DOTA. Aiyaaa nvm. Then we reached chalet. The rest were bbqing... Got good food for second night. But most of the ones i ate all uncooked D: Then after that, we sent wenhui home as a class LOL. Everyone followed. haha. She should feel quite honoured cos i wasn' send home back by anyone at all. Then when went back chalet, we watch pirates of the Caribbean . Which was when i started sleeping. SleepSleep. While they all had fun. Laughing around. Then at night the security came and shoo us out because we were very noisy and only 4 people could stay. Soon he came back and gave us one more chance. Lucky for us la, if not where can i sleep. I was to tired to go home ardy. 3rd Day was really short, we helped clean up and checked out at 10. We then ate breakfast and separated. Boys went lan. Some boys went home. And the girls dunno go where. Then at around 4 I and Aaron went to justin's house and played. Play xbox play badminton. Alot people at justin's house!! Then we went home. :D

I seriously cannot forget the chalet D: Then after the chalet, My life was quite fun until 21 Nov ( CAMP ) Somewhere in between 14 and 16 november if i am not wrong D: we receive our posting results D: I got into 3C with Ashiq :D Khaiqi :D Xavier :D. But i realise many people go 3E and 3F D: But nvm =/ I will visit you all and you all visit me kay :D. Then, I had another outing on 17 Nov :D I went to the Tampines Biking Trail with Ashiq:D Zamri :D and Ashiq's cousin :D . Super fun luhss. Super itchyy also, My leg kena a few shit while cycling down and up the mountains D: my shoe from white and black, became brown and black D: After all it was great exercise :D we get to see the natural nature in Singapore surrounded with tall buildings and MRT.

After my camp, all i was waiting for was the TK BAND IN-CONCERT! I waited patiently, Me aaron and ashiq planned a couple of things before going :D Before the concert, I, ashiq and Aaron decided to go shopping to get some formal items for the concert, Ashiq was late, so I and aaron walked around first and made our way to suntec. 1 Hour 3 secs later, ashiq arrived. The shirts there all so expensive! We wasted 1 hr in suntec and then we went to other shopping centres (Katong Shopping, Roxy Square, Katong Mall) In the end i was the only one who bought something -.- The shirt i wore on that day. The colour sucks btw. After that we prepared and met up at Eunos MRT and took a taxi to VCH. Since we were early, we walked around and saw Mdm Soh :D Then continued turning around the area and took some pictures :D

Then we entered the hall. So many people never formal. We damn malu la. But nvm, We just went in and sat down while we waited for the concert to begin. Soon we saw other people went in(xiaofeng,huixun,vivian,yanqi) The Mdm soh, Mr Koh Mr , Mr Lee came . Get to shake hands with them :D Then the TK band went on stage. Started to look for people. Wave alot but some never wave back. Then concert started. First half. I want to sleep ardy sia. SECOND HALF ROCKS! >:] AHHH! SO COOL SIA. I want to video tape but cannot. Seriosuly damn nice you all do. DEEP PURPLE MEDLY ROCKS >:] though some parts at the bottom we cannot see. But nvm, then TK band continued ROCKING>:] THEN ENDING ALSO SO NICE. YOU ALL SING LIKE CHOIR (: So many people enjoying themselves on the circle seats. The guy infront of me shake his head so hard, blocking my view all the time -.- But seriously the concert rocked>:] Cannot forget. ROCK ON >:] Then asked for encore :D shout a couple of times :D i thought TK BAND want encore the DEEP PURPLE MEDLY but nvm la. STILL GOOD :D Then It ended. We watched the Band taking pictures, teachers talking to them... We clapped for then took more pictures :D Sadly my phone only 3.2 megapixels. Then after that, we exitted and waited for the BAND to go out. waved at them :D Then begged teachers to take their bus to TK. Failed la. Then waited and slack :D :D then we had to go home by MRT. BUT we didnt want to go home. we went to Singapore post macs. which was closed -.- but they still let us buy drinks. Then we slacked. And then made our way home. I reach home at 12.30 yay. The bus so slow. waited damn long. Super tiring :D At least i didn't waste my 30 dollars :D THANKS FOR THE CONCERT TK BAND! ROCK ON >:]

So yea the holidays continued :D we had our second bluck outing on 11 december :D we went to Pasiris Park like planned but we ended up in Tampines. So, again,. i knew everybody would be late. I managed to finish a mega mc spicy before 2 of them reached ( wenhui and aaron ) we waited for like er 10 mins till yanqi came and then rent our bikes :D cycled for sometimethen waited for ashiq while we got our CHEAP drinks from NTUC in whitesands. Then Ashiq took his bike. And then. We had to wait for Xiaofeng. Ashiq and the Girls waited under the block. While I and Aaron fetch him plus his bike and then we met up with Ashiq wenhui yanqi and made our way to Tampines. We went to Sunplaza park through the park connecter. Then we went to the biking trail. Tried the BMX trail. Aaron pants ripped! SO SEXY :D then. It started to rain -.- Everyone was wet i believe. Then we sheltered. BlablahThen made our way back. On the way back. We took a picture in the middle of an expressway. On the overhead bridge :DOkay i don't have the picture now. Then, we cylced through the heavy rain and reached late :D we rent 4hrs until 4 but we reached at 4.20. The auntie was kind enough. Then it rained heavier. After waiting for 10 mins. we made our way to whitesands and ate at burgerking. It was COLLD. The girls left suddenly and er the boys went home after early dinner :D Overall it was fun and tiring la. Butt pain leg pain back pain... BUT FUN :D

Next, on 15 december I went to vivo with some people to watch The day The Earth Stood Still D: It was a nice show :D Don't wanna elaborate on this day.. haiss.

Next, on 19 december .. MY BRO MADE IT TO TK :D I AM HAPPY FOR HIM BUT NOT HAPPY FOR MYSELF :D cause i would have less freedom. I have to fetch him from school everyday until he learns how to go home by himself D: Then the nexy day was the orientation dayy. I went to TK to help out in buying the uniform to avoid long queue. In the end, it was still a long queue D: I SAW MANY FAMILIAR FACES :D Then so mnay teachers talk to me D: ask me what i was doing here. Is that your brother? You next year what class? Why are you wearing home clothes D: Nothing more to talk about here..

Then after that, life started to rot. Then Hari Raya haji came... Then Christmas :D then Boxing day :D All i could do was talk on MSN, SMS! which were all very fun to do :D Now i am up to date 29 december i believe :D Lately I get new songs :D which will keep me from dying of old songs i have in my mp3 :D THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME SONGS WENHUI AND AARON >:] I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS UNFORGETTABLE HOLIDAY BECAUSE ITS UNFORGETTABLE!! >:] have a good life >:]

Yours Sincerely.
-hakim :D

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2008-12-27T23:02:00.000-08:00

Okayy la I will do this quizz... Just to waste some time :D

1 . Who's the person that tagged you:
Joel Tay Da Yuan (: I know your full name!

2 . R/s between you & him :
Good Friends (:

3 . Three impressions of him :
Short, helpful and evil! WO HEN NI!

4 . If s/he become your enemy :
I will ask him to be friends again?

5 . What will you say to the person you like very much :
I LOVE YOU! :D

6 . Characteristics you like about yourself :
I HATE MYSELF D:

7 . Characteristics I hate about myself :
EVERYTHING! D:

8 . For the person who you hate , you say :
Can we be friends? :D

9 . What do people feel about you :
Er? I would really like to know (:

10 . Your crush :
Hmm, I don't have any currently :O

11 . Pass this to 10 people
1. Wenhui
2. Joel
3. Huixun
4. Vinnie
5. Xavier
6. Khaiqi
7. Vivian
8. Evelyn
9. Aaron
10. Faiz

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12 . If 5 & 7 were together ? (Xavier and Vivian)
Hmmm, I don't think it will happen. She is taken D:

13 . Who does 5 likes ? (Xavier)
I dunno D:

14 . What colour does 9 likes ? (Aaron)
Blue! Right....? BLUCK FTW >:]

15 . Say something about 8 ? (Evelyn)
She was my classmate :)

16 . Who is 2 ? (Joel)
The guy who tagged me this quiz :D

17 . Talk about 3 ? (Huixun)
Hmmm , she's a very nice girl. We met in sec 1F in 2007 and now we are in 2F but soon we are going to separate classes D:

18. Who is 10's best friend ? (Faiz)
I have no idea D: Not that close to him.

19 . Who's the sexiest among all ten ?
:O well i must say it's aaron. He is SO HOT >:]

20 . What colour does 4 like ? (Vinnie)
Grey? :D

21 . Is 6 single ? (Khaiqi)
I believe she is now D:

22 . Your relationship with 4 ? (Vinnie)
Good friend :D

23 . Are 5 & 6 best friends ? (Khaiqi and Xavier)
I don't know? Maybe.

24 . 9's surname ? (Aaron)
Yan :D

25 . 7's nickname ? (Vivian)
I dunno D: someone tell me?

26 . Say something to 3 ? (Huixun)
You really not angry with me ah? :D

27 . Say something to help 9 ? (Aaron)
Be happy always :D Don't drool over bad memories

28 . Who do I admire ?
People who are happy always >:]

29 . Where does 1 lives ? (Wenhui)
Bedok ! :O

30 . 10 of them know who you like ?
:O maybe

31 .Say something to 6 when you see her ? (Khaiqi)
HELLO :D You are still my classmate :D

32 . 8's spouse ? (Evelyn)
What does spouse mean? Sorry cannot answer this question D:

2008-12-27T21:17:00.000-08:00

Hmm, to waste some time.. I'll just write a short write up on my friends from my sec 1 and 2 life.

Dear diary (:,

When i entered TK 2 years ago, I thought my life here in Tanjong Katong secondary school was going to suck. But of course i was wrong :O. Little did I know my life was going to change tremendously in a good way. I entered this school withut any friends just like many people too. Well I was not a friendly person when I came here to Tanjong Katong secondary school. I was more of a hot-tempered little boy. Those who noticed me earlier in the sec 1 years should know (: But my friends(too many to mention) changed me >:]. For all i know, If i wanted friends, I had to be a friend myself. Friends do no come by themselves ):

Since then, I promised myself i must change and I hoped to be the nicest and happiest boy in Tanjong Katong Secondary school if there was any such award there. Well as the time passes, those times with 1F/2F did change me. Afterall I had the best class ever >:] 1F/2F really rock. I never want to leave the class. For the past one year, we took it for granted that we would still be in the same class again but as ssoon as the 2008 school starts to come to an end. We started to bond and our class became united. ( I hope I am correct here ) One thing for sure is we rock >:]

Next year we will not be together as a class again ): I shall take this opportunity to say I will miss everyone in 2F! YOU GUYS ROCK>:]! and i don't mind being in the same class with you all again next year! :D Every single one of you in the class makes a difference to 2F. For example if there was no Keane, who else could we bully! Keane if you are reading this.. I just wanna tell you that you are my friend and uh grow up please!

Back to where I was, uhh as for next year, we would be separated in our almost individual new classes but I will still visit everyone yea (:. Or we can always have another class otuing (: Or even a class chalet too >:]. I must say OUR CLASS CHALET 9-11 NOV ROCKED PASIRIS DOWN! >:] I never had such fun at night where we spend the night walkign around in Pasiris and sleep at 7 in the morning (: I miss being with you all yea. And coming to this new year, we start to feel the loss and regret about the new classes we receive.

Along the 2 years, I did make friends with people outside 2F too. I got to know nice people whom have helped me too. And of couse, life was not how i wanted to be always.. Times started to get sad when i started to uhh, like someone. I went crazy. It totally changed my life. Sooner later i realise i should just forget it and i guess it was better if i was just friends with her (: And of course while i was trying to get that someone, I got help (: If you are reading this THANKS ALOT TO YOU :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Life has its ups and downs yea (: I hope everyone will live their life to the fullest. You create your own path for your life. IT'S OKAY IF YOU DO NOT HAVE AN AMBITION. Do not always say NO to LIFE! YES!

So where was I? Oh, Friendss.... haiss I seriously cannot live without them. To all my friends(: , good friends :D , best friends >:] .. I just would like to say, I will never forget you all! I sound like I'm going to die D: And for certain highlighted people whom they should know themselves ( One who have helped me, 31 :D , BLUCK FTW! >:])
YOU GUYS ROCK! ROCK ON PLEASE >:] >:]!!!!

Haiss.. Soon this year will be a memory T.T
Next year will be a mystery :O
the good old times will be missed :],
lets hope the new year to will be better (:
As the time passes we remember all the times we had together
Those good memories will remain in me forever :D

Yours sincerely
-hakim(:

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2008-12-24T23:57:00.001-08:00

Merry Chirstmas people (:
Yea so i don't have much do during the time.
Cause i don't actaully celebrate christmas ):
But i did bought some gifts for some people yesterday :D
Which i will only get to pass them on first day of school D:
Well i did received alot of presents yesterday (:
Thanks everyone for your great present which is a
Good Friend (: - priceless :D
I would treasure IT/you very much.
It has been a great year :D
And lets hope 2009 will be a better one (:
Be positive yea people :D
Start saying yes to life (:
Do not be emo D:
Have a good life (:

As for the Quiz Joel asked me to do.. I'll do it tmr kay (:

2008-12-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

Hello ppl. 13 more days to school :D! 3C!
5 more days to christmas :D
I am really bored this days.
2F have an outing!!

btw, MY BRO MADE IT INTO TK!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
He got into 1D btw.
Yesterday i went to school with my parents and bro.
SAW SO MANY TEACHERS!
They all me too :D
Then i introduced Mdm soh to my brother.
She thought i force him to TK -.-
I have to sent him to school adn back everyday okay!

LIFES SAD! BYE

2008-12-19T03:49:00.001-08:00

NEW SKIN!!! Im bored..

GREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! >:]

2008-12-11T20:06:00.000-08:00

BLUCK OUTING :D

So yea, we had our second bluck outing yesterday :D we went to Pasiris Park as planned but we ended up in Tampines. So, again,. i knew everybody would be late. I managed to finish a mega mc spicy before 2 of them reached ( wenhui and aaron ) we waited for like er 10 mins till yanqi came and then rent our bikes :D cycled for sometime
then waited for ashiq while we got our CHEAP drinks from NTUC in whitesands. Then Ashiq took his bike. And then. We had to wait for Xiaofeng. Ashiq and the Girls waited under the block. While I and Aaron fetch him plus his bike and then we met up with Ashiq wenhui yanqi and made our way to Tampines. We went to Sunplaza park through the park connecter. Then we went to the biking trail. Tried the BMX trail. then. It started to rain -.- Everyone was wet i believe. Then we sheltered. Blablah
Then made our way back
On the way back. We took a picture in the middle of an expressway. On the overhead bridge :D
Okay i don't have the picture now. Then, we cylced through the heavy rain and reached late :D we rent 4hrs until 4 but we reached at 4.20. The auntie was kind enough. Then it rained heavier. After waiting for 10 mins. we made our way to whitesands and ate at burgerking. It was COLLD. The girls left suddenly and er the boys went home after early dinner :D Overall it was fun and tiring la. Butt pain leg pain back pain...

alright.. 3 more days .

2008-12-10T06:24:00.000-08:00

HELLO PPL!

Lately, i havn't been doing much. Doing some Job quizzes :D
Well i want to become teacher! and be called MrNOR :D
But still, after so many job quizzes i did,
Only one ended up with a teacher as a result :D
Others were International secret agent :D and other crap la

Anyways, anyone who is bored. Please download and play gunbound! IT ROCKs though ots kinda lame but it's fun when you play with friends :D so yea :D

5 more days to the big day alright =/

2008-12-05T06:48:00.000-08:00

haiss, i am really bored this days. I WANT TO GO TO TK BAND CONCERT AGAIN!
but it won't happen cause i don't have a time machine :p
Now seriously is damn sad for me la. MY LIFE SUCKS T.T
trust me. Everyday not happy. I just don't show it la. But deep inside i am hurt.
Alright i sound so emo -.-
Cheer me up mann. Thanks for those who are helping me with AHEM. ( better keep it a secret )
Bad luck this days.. Sad days ):
Cheer me up mann.
This year passes so fast T.T

btw, next week there is a BLUCK outing :D
and hopefully a 31 outing too :D

Before i end. I really have to say my life sucks and I want to play flute.
okay that was random. :D

TK BAND ROCKS!

2008-12-03T17:35:00.000-08:00

TK BAND IN-CONCERT!

Before the concert, I, ashiq and Aaron decided to go shopping to get some formla items for the concert, Ashiq was late, so I and aaron walked around first and made our way to suntec. 1 Hour later, ashiq arrived. The shirts there all so expensive! We wasted 1 hr in suntec and then we went to other shopping centres (Katong Shopping, Roxy Square, Katong Mall) In the end i was the only one who bought something -.- The shirt i wore on that day. The colour sucks btw. After that we prepared and met up at Eunos MRT and took a taxi to VCH. Since we were early, we walked around and saw Mdm Soh :D Then continued turning around the area and took some pictures :D

Then we entered the hall. So many people never formal. We damn malu la. But nvm, We just went in and sat down while we waited for the concert to begin. Soon we saw other people went in(xiaofeng,huixun,vivian,yanqi) The Mdm soh, Mr Koh Mr , Mr Lee came . Get to shake hands with them :D Then the band went on stage. Started to look for people. Wave alot but some never wave back. Then concert started. First half. I want to sleep ardy sia. SECOND HALF ROCKS!!!!!AHHH! SO COOL SIA. I want to video tape but cannot. Seriosuly damn nice you all do. DEEP PURPLE MEDLY ROCKS :D though some parts at the bottom we cannot see. But nvm, then TK band continued ROCKING. THEN ENDING ALSO SO NICE. YOU ALL SING LIKE CHOIR (: At lesat i was rather awake on second half :D So many people enjoying themselves on the circle seats. The guy infront of me shake his head so hard, blocking my view all the time -.- But seriously the concert rocked. Cannot forget. Then asked for encore :D shout a couple of times :D i thought TK BAND want encore the DEEP PURPLE MEDLY but nvm la. STILL GOOD :D Then It ended. We watched the Band taking pictures, teachers talkign to them. We clapped for them. Take pictures :D

Sadly my phone only 3.2 megapixels. But still nice right :D Then after that, we exitted and waited for the BAND to go out. waved at them. Then begged teachers to take theri bus to TK. Failed la. Then waited and slack

:D then we had to go home by MRT. BUT we didnt want to go home. we went to Singapore post macs. which was closed -.- but they still let us buy drinks. Then we slacked. And then made our way home. I reach home at 12.30 yay. The bus so slow. waited damn long. Super tiring :D At lesat i didn't waste my 30 dollars :D

THANK YOU TK BAND FOR THE GREAT CONCERT :D

ROCCK ON >:) :D

2008-11-29T15:04:00.001-08:00

BORED -.-

haiss, havn't been blogging lately. waaaa this days i have so many problems la. At least i have some lucky people to share them with. Please help me !!
In like two more days I will go out with 31:D hopefully. And In 3 more days is the TK BAND IN-CONCERT :D cannot wait. Heard from the band people it is going to be damn good. Hope i didn't waste my 30 dollars (: haha before that can go somewhere else have lunch. Then make our way there (: Tomorrow i might go to the choir concert. But i am Bankrupt ! I AM POOR. Then for the rest of the days. I will be stuck at home! Somebody please make more outings :D

Okay.. to any 31 that is reading this right now,

I willl just say sorry if i changed or whatever thats making us separating right now. We promised to be friends forever right? For those who have not forgive me... ( vivek read this)

I know I have not been there enough for you all,
But that's going to change;
Cause I'm coming back, to show you that I'm keeping the promise I kept (:
Yes, we had our ups and downs, But we've always worked them out =/
Why not forgive me now and we can start back anew. You know, i myself feel hurt la.
You think i don't want 31 back meh. when we were apart nothing seems to feel right man.
Try to understand la. If you don't want to forgive me then, we shall be separated forever =/

should i forget her?
ahhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-11-18T16:15:00.000-08:00

TAMPINES BIKING TRAIL!

waaaaaaaa, i was so tired i did not even on the computer yesterday. Morning, at around 10.40, I , ashiq , zamri and ashiq's cousin went to Tampines Mountain Bike Trail! It was damn fun! It was damn itchy too! :D Sadly zam had to bring us to some weird trail throguh the forest where my leg once fell into this deep mud.. IT WAS SO CHALLENGING! So many rocks how cycle sia.. We only ended up cycling for 4 hrs.. During the 4hrs we completed 3 trails plus one BMX trail! DAMN FUN THAT ONE. Well we face some oubles in the forest too. Ashiq's cousin bike was spoiled after we went through a thick mud. We tried to fix his bike for 30 mins, shouted for help for 10 mins but finally managed to fix the bike :D No pictures on that sadly. My shoe from black and white became brown and brown :D After all it was a great exercise. When else would you be able to cycle in nature mannn. Class outings should be held there! So yea.. that's all for now. I am feeling depressed lately T.T somebody help me!

Well here are some picturess.

left zamri( as you can see from the height ) Ashiq middle , hakim right.

Good scenery :D

2008-11-16T17:03:00.000-08:00

haisss, lately i have been telling some lucky people some secrets. Hoping that they will help me :D Anyway, I AM IN 3C! I AM SO LUCKY! It was my second choice yet i got it. I want 3E la. SO many people go there ): If you know anyone who is in 3C you can just tell me. For those people who are very unhappy about the new classes, please don't be cause you can appeal:D my mama won't let me. But nvm, I shall just visit my neighbours when i am free. Most of them are in the next block though. I am looking forward to next year :D LONG PANTS! NEW TEACHERS! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

I want school T.T
I want laptop T.T
I want go out T.T
I want BLUCK outing T.T

chalet

2008-11-11T14:55:00.000-08:00

2F CLASS CHALET!!!

1st day

Basically, the first day started with me helping out in buying the food with wenhui clique at NTUC bedok. I helped push trolley okay. Well after that, i got a chance to ride on Jason's fathers's pickup truck. DAMN FUN LEH. I get to sit at the corner! Then sooon it started to rain. W reach there as fast as possible. And checked in. As time passed by more people came to the chalet. First night MDM GOO CAME!:DDDD But Ms tay did not D: Well we bbq at night, i helped to cook while some people just come and took away the food and those who helped out were left with so little food. Then, Ashiq came out with a brilliant idea for the next day. Which was watching the coffin at 00:00 :D
Sadly many people did not want to watch. Maybe the were just tired, scared or whatever. Then, only 7 brave hearted people went.

2nd day

The dustbin took that for us. :D then after that. Of course we did not want to sleep. So we night walk until 5 am. Slacked a lot. Walked to white sands.. sat at macs. Talktalktalk. The place was so empty. Luckily we did not get caught by any police because of wandering at night. Then at 5 am we played CHEAT and other games until 7. Which we then slept :D until 11. Then, after we woke up, we went to E!hub to played bowling. Some people who did not find joy in bowling sat at the chalet. I played a fast 2 games and ran off. I went back to the halet and then we decided to go pasir ris park :D Many did not wnt go cause it was raining or they were tired..blablah It was really fun! Took a couple of pictures and more. On the way back played blind mice, and then we exercised our way back to the chalet. On the way back saw Wingleng, some 2D guy. Then we reach chalet, they were bbqing. Got good food for second night. But most of the ones i ate all uncooked. Then after that, we sent wenhui home as a class LOL. Everyone followed. haha. Then when went back chalet, we watch pirates of the Caribbean . Which was when i started sleeping. SleepSleep. While they all have fun. Laughing around. Then at night the security came and shoo us out cos very noisy and only 4 people can stay. Soon he came back and gave us one more chance. Lucky la.

Thanks to the Bicycle shop uncle who took for us the last two pics.

3rd Day
It was really short, we helped clean up and checked out at 10. We then ate breakfast and separated. Boys went lan. Some boys went home. And the girls dunno go where. Then at around 4 I and Aaron wen to justin's house and played. Play xbox play badminton. Alot people at justin's house!! Then we went home. :D
THE END

I LOVE 2FFFFFFF!!! :DDDD

Bluck!

2008-11-03T21:59:00.000-08:00

A few more days to class chalet! YAY!

Seriously i have nothign to do right now other than reading blogs or just play dota, which is really boring when you do it for 2 weeks. And finally today i am gonna get a enw phone :D !!! YAY!
Seriously the idea about spoiling your phone so you get a new one is great :D But what phone should i get, good price plus good phone ..

I want class tee! I want Class chalet!

BORED...

2008-11-01T21:37:00.001-07:00

1 more week to class chalet :D yay!

But lately i have been very busy :/ this week got dnt and alot more. Did not get to use the computer for the past two days. I want school! i hate holidays! I want my friends! I can't wait for class tee! I can't wait for class chalet!
I hope somebody will bring food for class chalet BBQ. Plus 2D class chalet clash with ours sia. Very close somemore. At night we gatecrash them :D

So bored. Anybody who wants to play gunbound or any other games with me just feel free to contact me :D

Thats all for now. Blogging is a good time killer ;)

2F outing!

2008-10-27T16:12:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY WAS FUN!!!
2F class outing :D

Firstly we planned to meet up at ECP macs but of course there would be people late. We waited like some big gang in the middle of the walking path. Soon, after 1 hr of waiting. We decided to start cycling :D But then, renting bikes also took some time. I chose a black bike which looks kinda nice to me la. But then, after 10 mins and cycling so far, my bike tyre burst -.- Iwent back to the shop alone la. Damn tired. Had to catch up back with the pack as they went on with the journey. On the way back i saw andrew tinghao zhiyin angelyn jiamin and alot more :D then after i managed to meet up with them, we carried on our journey to some area and rested there. Played Tai ti. Some play PsP some just sit, some play at the beach. Then we had to make our way back. Everyone rushed. I was kinda left behind cause i was tired still. But the girls were still far back even though i and Aaron made a couple of stops and spent a long time at the food court and bought red bull :D after gettign charged by redbull we raced our way and returned the bike ;:D Then Aaron left.. Then we had lunch at BK! Sit there so long. Girls ate Mc Donalds at BK.. Then after that we made our way to PP after it started to rain. Then on the way my eye suddenly cannot see one. Super pain. We stopped under a HDB block where wenhui, justin and zhihui left. Then we walked to Katong Shopping centre adn played POOL! yay! very fun la. I dod not play much cause i was tired just come take fews shots only. Then after that many people satrted leaving while the rest of the boys played lan! Then we went home! :D

TODAY NOTHING TO DO T.T

PICTURES~~

2008-10-23T18:35:00.001-07:00

last dayy.

2008-10-22T04:30:00.000-07:00

So the years of being in together as 1F and 2f are finally going to come to an end :/ i would miss 2F very much and nothing would ever make me forget all the times i had with 2F :D i would sure miss all those all times. Everyone in 2F makes a difference. For example if keane was not to be in our class, it would not be fun as how it is now. If nazir was not in 2F too, there would be lesser people to make fun of. I must say 2F is a perfect fun class.

As for now, we are only left with good memories.

To those who help me throughout the years. THANKS ALOT. And i hope you all will forgive me for all the bad things i have done :)

I LOVE 2F!
2F FTW!

2008-10-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

Okayy.. last two days, went to swensens la with some of my good friends. Had alot of FUN :D
Eat alot :D But go home severe headache la. Drank pepper water -.- thanks to some considerate people. After eating, get the bill la. Actually it's quite cheap where everyone only pays $17 dollars. But... i suddenly became so nice and paid some extra stuff -.- nvm la once in a while..

hais... got results back. Overall.
BYEBYE DOUBLE SCIENCE !
HELLO COMBINED :D

Sadly i scored only a 62.1 % for my overall :/
Stupid Lit and Hist pull me down la.
If i had at least a 60 for both of them i would have got 65 % sia.
nvm la. It's all over ardy. All i hope is that Mrs Tey that great science teacher
would help me enter 3C and also that Mr Kang would recommend me into 3C DnT.
regrets...

2008-10-14T04:49:00.000-07:00

okayy.. second day of blogging:D Starting to get fun though. Let's start about yesterday -.- .. okay we lost to 2D sorry 2F we tried our best but couldn't do much :/ mayb not best though. Still they were the better tean for yesterday and they won la. Congratz to any 2D player who is reading this right now. Okayy, then RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!

SCIENCE >> 76!!!
MATHS>> 68
ENGLISH COMPO >> 18/30
ENGLISH SITUATIONAL >> 23/30 !!!
HISTORY >> 45 /100!!!
LIT SECTION B >> 10.5/25!!

Okayy. overall, i'm proud of my English which i thought i did badly, hopefully compre and summary i can score la. If not no point this one get high. As for maths, i am kinda dissapointed though. CARELESS!! Science, happy enough la, beg for 5 marks get 3 marks only.but still pull up my overall la. History, no need talk about that la. Some lucky people can score a 50 still. while i can get a 45 only. Aiyaa , hope my geog, mothertongue can pull me up la. Miss tay say gego i did not do well :/ I am glad miss nah doesn't have anythign bad about us :D we proved her wrong muahahahahhhahaha >:)

1 more week to separation :(
Starting to miss 2F yea :DDDDD

First dayyyyyy.

2008-10-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone:D I finally started a blog yay. Basically the only reason i did this thing was to waste time of course. Tomorrow we are getting our results :S I only want my Geog, Lit and Mothertongu paper! The rest no need give back la! Tomorrow, 2F x-bath also known as the 2F dota team are going to battle 2D >:) . Support us mann.Wish us all the best so that we can hopefully kick their asses. Okay school reopening tomorrow yays!

Okayy, byebye hope i can continue updating :D